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Sunheart
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PostSubject: The color of Depression   Wed Nov 06, 2013 11:05 pm

They say the colour of depression is blue,
Don't believe that.. its a lie
Depression is black,
a black abyss that swallows you hole
a constant walking through that tunnel
with no light at the end of it


The colour of depression is Red
Anger at how others always seem to be having a better day
how everyone else is happy,
how they complain about petty problems
when  you are drowning in emotion


The colour of depression is black
Its walking alone, always alone
its watching Friends turning into strangers
and feeling every word spoken is an attack

The colour of depression is red,
its pick at the scabs on your legs
till they bleed and bleed.
Its biting at your nails till you have none,
and biting the skin off your fingers.

The colour of depression is black.
Its crying your heart out alone,
and being called unmanly for the tears.
Its Swinging from darkness to bright light.
the constant swinging of moods,
depressed to manically happy
again and again and again.

Depression is impossible to explain,
To you lucky ones who have not bourne its pain.
Depression is terrifying,
because simple pills dont work for me
and itsgoing to stay with me my whole life.
Depression is diagnosed, and inherited.

Depression is going through Doctor after doctor
and loosing faith as they all move on or give up.
Its trying all kinds of pills,
that make either no difference or make everything worse.
its loosing all hope and falling down with noone to pick you back up.


Depression is untrustingness, betrayal and loss.  
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PostSubject: Re: The color of Depression   Wed Nov 27, 2013 7:16 pm

Good job, Pandamask. You have such a skill. I'm so jealous of you right now Razz
Please do enjoy my comment, and I hope I'm not intruding, but great job. Very Happy
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PostSubject: Re: The color of Depression   Mon Dec 16, 2013 10:34 pm

Wow, the emotion you put into this poem is beautiful and inspiring. Nowadays we lead our lives not thinking of the people around us and only thinking of ourselves, we need more poems and thoughts like these to remind us that there are people out there who are depressed or sick and that instead of gloating or boasting of the wonders of our life, sometimes we really have to stop and listen or at least offer quiet comfort. Thank you for this, it really is eye and mind opening. Smile
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PostSubject: Re: The color of Depression   Mon Dec 16, 2013 11:07 pm

Thank you very much Spinner, I wrote that when i was really unwell. I find writing to be a great outlet for me, hence why i enjoy rping so.

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"Some days you just have to be your own sunshine."
"Dream big. Sparkle more. Shine bright."
"Aim for the stars! But first take care of the bodyguards."
"True friendship is based on trust, honesty and sincere generosity of our hearts."
"Music is a moral law. It gives soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, and charm and gaiety to life and to everything."
"What do you get when you toss a hand grenade into a kitchen in France?
Linoleum blownapart."
"What you think of yourself is much more important than what people think of you."
"In order to be irreplaceable, one must always be different."
"What is a typical diet of a sea monster? Fish and ships."

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PostSubject: Re: The color of Depression   Mon Dec 16, 2013 11:31 pm

Writing is an outlet, it doesn't matter how good you are at it, as long as it comes from within and you can feel it, its the meaning that matters most. Hopefully you and I will get to rp together often, express ourselves in ways we haven't before. XD
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PostSubject: Re: The color of Depression   Mon Dec 16, 2013 11:44 pm

I look forward to Roleplaying with you in the future, xD Spinner adn Panda are already interacting a bit

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"Some days you just have to be your own sunshine."
"Dream big. Sparkle more. Shine bright."
"Aim for the stars! But first take care of the bodyguards."
"True friendship is based on trust, honesty and sincere generosity of our hearts."
"Music is a moral law. It gives soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, and charm and gaiety to life and to everything."
"What do you get when you toss a hand grenade into a kitchen in France?
Linoleum blownapart."
"What you think of yourself is much more important than what people think of you."
"In order to be irreplaceable, one must always be different."
"What is a typical diet of a sea monster? Fish and ships."

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PostSubject: Re: The color of Depression   Tue Dec 17, 2013 12:50 am

I like how people notice their clanmate's post but not another clan member's post. Really nice of you, Pnadamask Sad
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PostSubject: Re: The color of Depression   Tue Dec 17, 2013 7:44 am

Since you snapped at me let me tell you something.
You shouldn't be jealous of my writing skill in this poem
Did you even read it? feel the pain that i felt when writing it out?
then tell me how jealous you are.

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"There are those who'll tell you you're wrong
They will try to to silence your song
But right here is where you belong
So don't search anymore

You are the dawn of a new day that's waking
A masterpiece still in the making
The blue in an ocean of grey
You are right where you need to be
Poised to inspire and to succeed
You'll look back and you'll realize one day

In your eyes there is doubt
As you try to figure it out
But that's not what life is about
So have faith there's a way

Though the world may try to define you
It can't take the light that's inside you
So don't you dare try to hide
Let your fears fade away
Soon you'll finally find your own way"

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PostSubject: Re: The color of Depression   Tue Dec 17, 2013 11:04 pm

I take it back, sorry for 'snapping' as you called it. Ciao.

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"The best kind of wolves are the ones who don't judge you from your outside but cherish what's within."

"I may have a lame paw but that doesn't mean I can't still smack you with it."

"Talk to the tail, mouse-brain, you're not leaving until that paw gets better!"
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PostSubject: Re: The color of Depression   Sat Dec 28, 2013 2:22 am

Wow. Just....wow. I could feel your pain, it makes me want to touch it and heal it. Thank you for the eye-opener and this wonderful piece of writing. I'm truly touched by the depth of this.
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PostSubject: Re: The color of Depression   Sat Dec 28, 2013 2:58 am

I have always loved your poems panda this one was one of my favorites!
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PostSubject: Re: The color of Depression   Sat Dec 28, 2013 3:07 pm

I felt this way sometimes, too. The depths of this poem are outstanding. -gives a big giant bear huggie-
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